ok... that last rant was a bit... different that i am used to.
ive have had this tough that when i see others being in troubles, i keep wondering how things could be that overwhelming... now i have to no longer wonder. it seems that thursday-friday nigth my 'burried' stress and such finally crashed upon me, causing me to be really repressed and totally unable to sleep for the whole night. I went for little walk in middle of the night... it didnt really help. I'd just had the urge to express myself to somewhere and i winded up here. not really fair to you ppl but i just couldnt not to.

yeah... i believe i have now somewhat recovered by that crash and now i have alot to fix. i dont know yet how in the heck i manage, or how i eve should fix things but what else i could do?

anyway, i'll thank you everyone who peared with me and my ranty moments. your words and your precence ment more than you can possibly imagine.


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hah xD
i'd figure out much that it is finally time to put something new in here xD
and now i even have a excuse for that... VOICE MEME YAY!!! \o/
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yeah xD
i uploaded it on FF since DA has plicy about voises/musics... pff

voice meme behind this mysterious >> [link] <<
anyway... i sounded very stupid in there, probably i tried too much xD

an on the other news, my physics studies has started yet again and god theyre giving me hard time =/
makes me almost regret i started to study physics in university in the first place, i wanst this stressed out since i started all together in here. wake up, eat breackfast and 3 cups of coffey, go to lessons, eat, more lessons, do some random schoolworks, study at home, eat, go to sleep, repeat... it cant be just like that... yet i really have to if i want to learn anything! sigh.... first year went badly enought that it... but i dont want to quit out either... as if i am ever to graduate, there is tons of good paid works waiting for me. i do not want to end up to work in places that barely gives out the living... and there is this also that everyone expects me to be such clever and smart guy... oerhaps i am but surely i dont feel like it right now... actually i feel exacly the opposite.

sigh... welcome to my world
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Stats of my Fancomic The Legend of Spyro - Sins of the Past <3
Chapter 23 in prosess ()
304427 characters
54164 words
3750 rows
87 pages

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Contests I am and was in xD
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random friking awesome link inserted! >=3


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Mah epic (not) list of friends <3
(not in any particular order)



you feel I was rude not remembering to add YOU in this list?
Use the force and spam me! >_<

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is the one who corrupted my mind with her awesome art
is the one who brouth the final blow to corrupt my mind DX
is the one who I love to chat with
is the one whose stories I love <3
is the one whose stories I also love <3
is teh one who inspired me to make mah fanfic in the first place <3
is the one who allowed me to nuke her 100th pic for my avatar
is the one who with I have traumatizing insidejokes xD
is the one who does too awesome fancomics
is the one who kept suporting me to keep going with mah fanfic in the begining <3 and still does <3